WTF List
Since I broke my leg in February, I've spent a lot of time thinking. It's pretty normal for me to think a lot, I live inside my head much of the time. One of the causes of the broken leg is my constant habit of thinking myself ahead. You know, "What do I need to do when I get to work? ... Did I return that phone call yesterday? ... What time is the meeting?" ... etc. Instead of being present, I was rushing ahead and slipped on the stupid patch of ice I'd been stepping around all week.
Another problem I have is that I think I have the same memory I had when I was 20. (I could remember my own schedule - as well as those of my roommates. I could have told you where Diana, Susie, and Phyllis were at any given time.) As I have aged, that memory has become so crowded with family schedules, names of people I see twice a year, and other useless trivia that I frequently forget important things. I don't want to forget the important things.
Some of the important things I need to remember are the things I want to accomplish before taking the long, dirt nap. I called it a life list, but Jillian gets the nod for titling it the "WTF List". As in, "What the fuck, throw caution to the wind and do it already!"
I spent three days typing up all the things I wanted to do. It's four pages long. Then I told everyone I know that I have a WTF List and encouraged them to do the same. Do you have one? You should. Do you need some ideas for what you want to do? There are tons of websites that have tips - or even let you create your list online for free. If you're interested, send me an email at cjkoho(at)gmail(dot)com and I'll send you mine.
My list is mostly places I want to travel (sleep in each of the 50 states, eat a Greek salad in Greece, watch the sun rise over the Taj Mahal), but there are some other things on there as well. Things like, take a drawing class to be able to sketch when I travel, learn the tarot, read all of Shakespeare's plays. The more I thought about it, the more things I realized I wanted to do.
So, I have a list. Big deal - the important part is not the length of the list or the things you put on it, but the actual doing. I have a call in to a teacher to take voice lessons in the fall. I'm also dragging my husband to a wedding in North Carolina next weekend. We're driving down and we're stopping in the western part of the state to take a couple of day hikes on the Appalachian Trail. The goal is to hike the whole Trail, but I figure I can take it bit by bit. Plus, I have the promise of a couple of other Knit Bloggers to come along on parts of this adventure - you know who you are!!
It's a start. I want to live more in the present and try to avoid saying "someday I will {fill in the blank}." Will I be able to cross off everything I put on the list? Probably not, but it will morph over time. Some things will be dropped and others will be added. I feel like I have the infrastructure of a plan and if I cross a few things off every year, I'll make a dent in it.







